It has turned into a luridly toxic organization in every singular aspect of how it shows "care" for people—well, on my team anyway, I cannot speak to all. Nowadays, it is a culture so damagingly disempowering, built on an entrenched CYA culture, superficially focused on short-term optics so 'leaders' can climb ladders, to the detriment of all staff below. Never in my professional life have I witnessed such a sad focus on optics and managing up. It is truly traumatizing to see a company I once loved purport this wonderful inclusion and diversity when, even if you are one team performer and are different in your identity, you will face unrelenting discrimination and covert mistreatment day-in and day-out, where you leave the office or end the work day (by midnight) feeling like a shell of yourself, just to get up to do it all again the next day.