I wish I had read the Glassdoor reviews before accepting this role. I remember being genuinely excited to join XQ and to be part of an organization that's part of Emerson Collective. At the time, it felt like a dream opportunity — the pay and benefits were strong, but what attracted me most was the mission and what I believed would be a thoughtful, values-driven environment.
Unfortunately, almost immediately after starting, I sensed that something was off. The environment often felt tense, and it seemed like many people were walking on eggshells. There were frequent whispers, side comments, and a general undercurrent of fear and dysfunction that made it difficult to feel secure or supported.
In my experience, the workplace culture was chaotic and unhealthy. I witnessed colleagues being spoken to in ways that felt demeaning and disrespectful, and it often seemed like leadership was aware of these dynamics but failed to meaningfully address them. I also experienced communication that felt confusing, dismissive, and at times gaslighting.
What made the experience especially disappointing was how disconnected the internal culture felt from the organization’s stated mission. I came in believing deeply in the work, but my time there was incredibly taxing and had a negative impact on my well-being.
I hope future candidates do their research, ask direct questions about culture and leadership, and pay close attention to the patterns described by former employees. For me, this was a deeply disappointing experience and one I would caution others to consider carefully before accepting a role.